Heh, so... the other day Heysan had a Swedish reporter come and interview us and give us a photo shoot. It was... weird. That's all I'm going to say. There is our picture below. Notice how we are all blinded by the sun. Haha. Epic fail. Btw. I'm the asian. Heh.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Desktop Breakdown
Redid my desktop.

RocketDock at top -- Similar to a Dock on a Mac (I had too many programs that I use often to put there... ;-; )
Icons from left to right:
My Computer
My Documents
Music
Control Panel
Recycle Bin
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Photoshop -- CS3. 'nuff said. (Linked to CS4. :O )
Google Chrome -- Good Browser. Supposedly has spyware, and anything uploaded to it is property of Google. However, I have run several spyware programs, and have come up clean. DOES NOT support flash. :'(
SRWare Iron -- Pretty much the same as Chrome, without the spyware. I personally have several technical problems with it
Firefox -- Good browser. However, I feel I'm constantly spammed with toolbar crap :(
Opera -- Decent browser. Used for testing (several phone clients use Opera for their browser choice)
(I have more browsers than that. Use 'em for testing. :p )
Windows Live Messenger -- My personal favorite messenger of all time (text chat only)
AIM Pro -- Cleaner version of AIM
Skype -- Decent chat messenger; Better for VoIP
World of Warcraft -- MMO; Yes, I still play. I fail, I know.
VLC Player -- Best video player I've come across. :)
LimeWire -- Yay, fast music searches; Not as good for programs
utorrent -- Good torrent finder for programs
HomeSite+ -- My choice of html creation :)
FileZilla -- To update Heysan pages~
HP Solution Center -- For the office printer. For some reason (*COUGHTHEYALLHAVEMACSCOUGH* only I can use it) Also, can't really link you to that one. Get it from HP. :p Lazy ass.
Sidebar (Windows (Vista) Sidebar)
Weather Gadget -- Tells you the weather, no duh. (Couldn't find it, sorry!)
Pandora Gadget -- VERY cool. You enter a song/band. They find it. They play similar music that you might like. <3
Gmail Gadget -- Tells you when you have new mail (very important for me); clickie it to go to your gmail!
So yeah. That's what I use. :)
Would take a lifetime to list all my apps though. :p
So oh well.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
FAIL.
oj4;agrgraadf;oghnwargougr,grgzrwsogrzrpijewfsrzgwoir.,oi!
>:| That's how I feel right now.
Frustrated. Angry. Hurt. I don't even know.
For the past couple days, I've been going so fucking insane. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore.
Two of my good friends have been fighting a lot. Well, it's been over a couple months I guess. They've been fighting forever, and I'm always stuck in the fucking middle because they're both my friends. For fuck's sake, they were arguing at my birthday dinner. I was so fucking tired of it, but I'm going to be there, of course, because they're my friends, and I want to be able to help them when they need it.
Recently they just broke up, and now they're both on me about each other. They're fucking taking out their anger on me. And I'm not going to argue, because I understand that they're frustrated and all, and that they can't control it so much, but it's still killing me. Fuck, I went out and drank for the first time in over a month because I couldn't stand it anymore. It's so much fucking pressure. I won't tell them about it, of course. I'll still be their friend. But this is getting old.
Alright. So apart from them, I think I've been descending back into depression. I get so worked up about everything now. It's rather annoying. I no longer listen to my parents' rules because I don't even care what they do to me anymore. I haven't been taking Lexapro for probably two to three months now.
Alex and I have been arguing a lot. Maybe we shouldn't get the apartment together after all. Maybe we won't be able to stand each other. I'm worried. I don't know if it's him, or my depression, or maybe a mixture of both, but I'm getting really fucked up about it now. We argue almost everyday now. I hate it. I hate fighting. And it always eventually ends with him saying he fucked up. He was wrong. He's stupid, idiotic, etc. And that I'm right. And I'm starting to think that he's only saying that to end the fight. Because then I get all fucking sad that I was mean to him and blah blah. You know. :/ I just don't know anymore.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Doctor Doctor
I'll try to write everday, or at least when I have time.
Right now, I'm at work. It's almost 7:30pm. Late? Yeah, for me, at least. I had a ridiculous day.
I woke up rather peacefully, with no alarms ringing, or me feeling horribly tired, or anything. That was the first sign that something was wrong. Tuesday. I have work. I found my glasses, and looked at the time- 1:12pm.
Fuck.
My doctor's appointment was scheduled for 1:15. I literally jumped up, threw off my clothes, and changed. Didn't bother going to the bathroom, brushing my teeth, or brushing my hair. I just ran out the door. Luckily, my dad was just about to go out. He was kind enough to give me a ride to the doctor's. When I got to the hospital building, and finally found out where I was supposed to go, I went to check in.
This was my first visit to this particular doctor. I was extrememly nervous. I had never been to the doctor's office before by myself. After I filled out the paperwork, they directed me to a room and asked me some questions. Then, eww, I had to pee in a cup. Awkward! Oh, the reason I was here was because I thought I had a urinary tract infection. They ran several tests on my urine, though and found nothing wrong. Hm, oh well. It was going away anyway.
I didn't actually see my primary doctor. Instead, I saw a nurse practitioner, Doctor Kelly. She was nice, but I had a weird vibe from her. Like, she acted kind and caring, and stuff, but I couldn't help but get the feeling that something was wrong. Like, when she was asking about my depression and stuff, and telling me that I should get back on medication, she was all, "Well, it's just my ramblings. My opinion. I won't make the choice for you." Or something like that. That kinda pissed me off for some reason. It's probably just me, though.
I had to make an appointment to meet with her again in two weeks for a pelvic exam. Kind of scary. Shouldn't I be seeing a gynecologist for that? How do I even know if she's certified? I s'pose I could ask, but I don't care too much. I just don't like strangers. Haha...
Anyway, I was there for a super long time. I took the bus home and made some food. Ate, and left for work. I got there half an hour after I thought I would, and began some crazy work that needed to be out today. Got it done, and updated some things. Redesigned some pages. The normal stuff. And yes, here I am now. Tired. But I'll stay here maybe until nine. I need to catch up on work.
Yet Another Boring Day
Ahaha. I keep forgetting about this blog. Must... update...
Let's talk about today. I'm far too lazy to discuss all that has happened between the last time I've posted and the present.
Today I woke up around ten- late for work. First thing I did was jump out of bed, turn on my laptop, and send out an email saying that I'd be in soon. After that was done, for some reason I was much more at ease, and, although I didn't take my time getting out the door, I wasn't rushing about either. I waved goodybe to my mother, and headed out. I was lucky I didn't have to wait long for the bus; perhaps five minutes at most.
When I arrived at work, I realized I was pretty damn lucky. None of my bosses were in yet. Seems that they had a meeting somewhere some other unknown place. I mean, I wouldn't have been in trouble or anything for showing up late, but I would feel awfully bad. I'm trying really hard now to not show up late to work these days. I had been doing it so often since I'd been hired, and it's a terrible habit. I love my job, and would be devastated if I lost it.
After settling down a bit, I began working. I shouldn't write anything about it here, for fear that some user or competitor might come along and find out what's going on inside the admin circle. All I can say was that it was simple, yet ridiculously tedious work. I grew bored and frustrated. It's all part of having a job, I suppose.
For lunch, two of my coworkers- Ramsey and William- and I headed to Trader Joe's. I got a chicken wrap with pesto and sundried tomatoes, and a mango juice drink. It was pretty good for Trader Joe's. If you ever go there, get anything but produce. Their produce fails miserably.
After lunch I was back to work! So little time, so much to do. Work work work.
With work finished, I left, but didn't go home. Instead, I wandered off towards my boyfriend's house. He had told me to go see him after work, and I didn't really feel like going home, so I went there directly. That loser! I called him a couple times, and he didn't hear his phone! It wasn't until I got onto MSN Messenger on my phone and told him to open the damn door that he came running out. Haha.
At his house, I played WoW (World of Warcraft) for a little bit, while he was preoccupied with Fable 2. Apparently it had just come out a week ago or something or other, and he wanted to play. So I played WoW on his laptop. Eventually, however, I got really bored, and a tad bit sleepy, so I used him as my pillow and went to sleep. When I woke up sometime later, he had finished the game. >__>; Eesh. Crazy.
We fooled around a little bit, and then I had to head home. My curfew on weeknights is 11:00pm. I left around ten.
As I was walking home (yes, walking, we live about ten or eleven blocks away from each other), I decided to stop at Cala's because I was super hungry. Sad part is, I stayed there for about twenty minutes trying to figure out what to get. I was so hungry I couldn't think. I walked out of that place with a bag of honey mustard and onion nibblers. Yay. Dinner.
Luckily, when I got home, my family was kind enough to save me some food. So I ate that. It was teriyaki chicken and rice. Pretty good. :)
And yes. Here I am. That was my boring day. Haha. I'll try to update more often now.
Monday, September 8, 2008
New Blog
So I've decided to make a new blog. It's been awhile since I've blogged, and I somewhat miss it. It's nice to vent somewhere other than my private computer files. Sometimes you want to put yourself out there, you know? I've learned my lesson, though, and will be much more careful about what I write here. Last time didn't go so well. I would delete that entire blog, but along with it would go the memories. We can't move on without the past, eh?
Well, anyway, right now I am at work. We had a scheduled lunch meeting half an hour ago, but there are other people in the conference room right now. I want them to hurry up and finish, so that I can go and get the meeting over with, and head out to lunch.
Actually, I just finished a meeting about half an hour ago. It was with a woman named Stephanie. Not sure of her last name. Either way, it's probably better not to put people's real names out there. She used to work for Skype. I was really excited to meet her. She is helping us develop our new credit system (idea-wise). She really put a lot of great ideas out there. I was thoroughly impressed with what she's done, and how quickly she could asses what we were doing, and throw out some ideas. She also turned out to be one of the creators of some of my favorite Skype applications, like Skypecasts. (Too bad she doesn't work for Skype any longer, or I'd demand that they bring those back!) I was nervous meeting her, but she turned out to be an amazingly friendly person. :)
Anyway, I probably should be working, not blogging. So I guess I'll write more here some other time.
Cheers!
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