Right now, I'm at work. It's almost 7:30pm. Late? Yeah, for me, at least. I had a ridiculous day.
I woke up rather peacefully, with no alarms ringing, or me feeling horribly tired, or anything. That was the first sign that something was wrong. Tuesday. I have work. I found my glasses, and looked at the time- 1:12pm.
Fuck.
My doctor's appointment was scheduled for 1:15. I literally jumped up, threw off my clothes, and changed. Didn't bother going to the bathroom, brushing my teeth, or brushing my hair. I just ran out the door. Luckily, my dad was just about to go out. He was kind enough to give me a ride to the doctor's. When I got to the hospital building, and finally found out where I was supposed to go, I went to check in.
This was my first visit to this particular doctor. I was extrememly nervous. I had never been to the doctor's office before by myself. After I filled out the paperwork, they directed me to a room and asked me some questions. Then, eww, I had to pee in a cup. Awkward! Oh, the reason I was here was because I thought I had a urinary tract infection. They ran several tests on my urine, though and found nothing wrong. Hm, oh well. It was going away anyway.
I didn't actually see my primary doctor. Instead, I saw a nurse practitioner, Doctor Kelly. She was nice, but I had a weird vibe from her. Like, she acted kind and caring, and stuff, but I couldn't help but get the feeling that something was wrong. Like, when she was asking about my depression and stuff, and telling me that I should get back on medication, she was all, "Well, it's just my ramblings. My opinion. I won't make the choice for you." Or something like that. That kinda pissed me off for some reason. It's probably just me, though.
I had to make an appointment to meet with her again in two weeks for a pelvic exam. Kind of scary. Shouldn't I be seeing a gynecologist for that? How do I even know if she's certified? I s'pose I could ask, but I don't care too much. I just don't like strangers. Haha...
Anyway, I was there for a super long time. I took the bus home and made some food. Ate, and left for work. I got there half an hour after I thought I would, and began some crazy work that needed to be out today. Got it done, and updated some things. Redesigned some pages. The normal stuff. And yes, here I am now. Tired. But I'll stay here maybe until nine. I need to catch up on work.
